I love having a relationship with Crystal, but sometimes it is very hard for me. Her and her husband have problems, they’ve gone through a lot, and at times it makes me cry. Why, after everything that has happened, does she get to keep her husband, and I’ve lost mine? They have given each other a million chances, started over many times; and Josh and I had one serious falling out, and that was it. No second chances, no make up kisses or hugs. Just, nothing.
I got a job at American Eagle, I am so stoked. I have wanted to work there since I was in High School. :) I plan on working my butt off, and making as much money as I can for Paris in a few months. Life is going good right now. :)
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I emailed the consulate in Atlanta with a few questions I had, my sister has found my passport/ HS diploma and are sending them to me as soon as possible, I have printed out most of my paperwork that I will be needing to apply for a visa, and I sent my host-family an email telling them that I am divorced. I hope that doesn’t have an impact on them wanting me to come stay with them. I mean, it really shouldn’t but I thought for the sake of paperwork I should be as honest as possible. Now I just need to set to work on finding someone to translate my HS diploma for me. There is so much to do, and so little time. I have to:
- Sell my wedding ring
- Book a flight to Atlanta
- Find a foster home for my dogs
- Sell my car (not until September)
- Get a job
I have a lot on my plate, BUT I have an interview at Wet Seal on Friday so I am hoping that everything goes well with that. I need to start saving money as soon as possible. I would ideally, like to have 4000 saved up by the time I leave, that includes my airfare and au pair classes, and visa fees.
Who’s going to spend a year in Paris, starting in September? Oh that’s right, it’s this girl, right here! I bought this shirt months ago. I can’t wait to wear it. I am beyond thrilled.
This is my current mood. <3
“The meanest thing you ever did was come around.”
Grocery list, alphabetical order, of course. <3 (Taken with instagram)
Monday-
- Breakfast
2 stalks celery
1/2 cucumber
1/2 apple
1/2 lemon
small piece ginger
1/2 green chard leaf
bunch cilantro
5 kale leaves
handful spinach
- Lunch
1/2 Beets
2 Carrots
1 Celery Stalk
1/2 Cucumber
1 in. Ginger
1 Handful Parsley
1/4 Pineapple
- Dinner
3 Carrots
1 Celery Stalk
1 Handful Parsley
1 Clove Garlic
Tuesday-
- Breakfast
5 Strawberries
1/4 Whole Pineapple
1 Oranges w/peel removed
2 Whole Carrots
1 Kiwi Fruits
1” Ginger Root
- Lunch
2 beets
2 carrots
1 orange
1 apple
1 stick of celery
½ ” (1cm) root ginger
- Dinner
1 Tomato
2 Carrots
1 Celery Stalk
1/2 Cucumber
3 Spinach Leaves
Wednesday
- Breakfast
1/4 pineapple
4 medium carrots
1 medium mango
1- 2 inch knob ginger
- Lunch
1 Cup of spinach
1/2 Cucumber
2 Stalks of celery including leaves
3 Carrots
1/2 Apple
- Dinner
1 green apples
1 heads of fennel
1/4 lemon, peeled
Thursday
- Breakfast
1 Cup raspberries
1 Cup Strawberries
2 Oranges
2 Apples
- Lunch
2 beets
2 carrots
1 orange
1 apple
1 stick of celery
½ ” (1cm) root ginger
- Dinner
1 sweet potato
1 orange
1 red capsicum
2 red beets
1 apple
Friday-
- Breakfast
1 cup Blackberries
1 Kiwi Fruit
1/4 Pineapple
30 Mint leaves
1/4 Pear
1/4 cup Coconut Water
- Lunch
1/2 Beets
2 Carrots
1 Celery Stalk
1/2 Cucumber
1 in. Ginger
1 Handful Parsley
1/4 Pineapple
- Dinner
3 Carrots
1 Celery Stalk
1 Handful Parsley
1 Clove Garlic
GOAL: Lose 40 lbs by the end of the summer. I am buying my juicer later today and I will start a 30 day juice fast as soon as I get it. I am so excited. I just finished watching “Fat, sick & nearly dead” and it made me see that I have to make a change.